Day 4

It’s 8:07am and I’m on my way to take my exams. I didn’t do any exercise yesterday. I was a bit sick. In and out the bathroom all day. I had a frappe, some apples, 2turkey pastrami and cheese with miracle whip sandwiches and some chips with a hot dog yesterday. So yea, I did a bit too much. Today I’ve only had 3 apple slices so far and some water. I will report the rest of my eating and exercise today when I do something or eat something.

I’m back home now and I’m eating an apple, a sandwich, and a handful of chips and a cup of soda.

Ok scratch that, half an apple, half a handful of chips and a sandwich…I’m full. I did no exercise today. I was still a bit sick. I was a bit active though. I was walking and dancing around a lot more than I usually would. For dinner I had 2 spoon full of sautéed pork chops and potatoes with two slices of garlic bread. It was very good.  I had some more about 3 hours later, just a spoon full this time. oh and I had some mozarella cheese on top of the porkies and taters. Well, that is my food report for day 4. I gotta start working on day 5 now. TTFN

Weight: 230lbs Height: 5’2 Measurements: 45 46 47---no results yet }_}

Day 3

Today is Monday Nov 15, 2010.  I had 2 meals today, A filet-o-fish with French fries and a large caramel frappe for brunch then for dinner i had Hawaiian meatballs with rice and broccoli with cheese sauce. The rest of the day I had water, 4 bottles so far. I still am working on my eating arrangement. I know I should have 6 small meals a day instead large meals that will make me sleepy and tired.
I did my 20 minute Zumba workout today with my mom, it was extra fun doing it with her! she mad me laughing so much throughout the video because she couldn’t keep her rhythm lol. We are going to do it again tomorrow morning!

Weight: 230lbs Height: 5’2 Measurement: 45-46-47

Day 2

I haven’t eaten anything today yet which I know I shouldn’t do. I’m just not hungry. Today is Sunday and we’re having Sunday dinner at my grandparents. I’m not going to over do it with dinner (which is steak and mushrooms with green beans and rice/mashed potatoes) but I know I’m more than likely going to come home and over do it. I’m hoping I wont since there really isn’t anything to eat but because dinner will be my only meal, I’ll be hungry later and I’m not sure what I can eat that isn’t fattening. I’m actually wanting some pancakes at the moment. Maybe I should make some real quick. I wont be eating for another 2 hours anyways.

So before we left to go to my grandparents, I made a small pancake with some butter and syrup. I didn’t finish the pancake. That was my first meal of the day. That was around 1:30pm. Dinner wasn’t done until about 4 O’clock. I had rice/mashed potatoes, greens beans, and 3 pieces of meat: 1 roast and 2 steak. They were thin pieces though. I’m hungry again but I think it’s just my mind telling me this. Once my tummy growls then I’ll make some more pancakes. Only 2 though. I also has a Coors light beer with dinner.

Day 1

Today is really the 2nd of my journey on losing 20 pounds by the first of the year.  Let me introduce myself first…My name is Brie (short for Brianna) and i am 18 years young…will be 19 on the 10th of Dec :).  I’m mixed race and i like to claim all my races but i mostly say I’m just black (I’m really Black, 2 types of Native American, Irish, French Creole, African and very little Puerto Rican and Sicilian). At 6 years old I went through a personal problem and began to eat to comfort myself because i had no one there for me…and i haven’t really stopped eating.  I wear a size 18…i love being a plus size girl but not this plus size…I would love to be a 12 or even 14…so that is my goal for the next couple of months. Every year since i passed a size 16 i have told myself  “I am going to lose weight, i mean it this time…I’m going to workout everyday..I’m going to start out slow because i know my body but i will eventually graduate to being able to RUN a mile (and maybe more! )” and every year i was the same weight or even bigger. I’m making this blog to keep myself straight, motivated, and remind myself the pleasures of  losing this weight. I will be uploading pictures and videos of my progress (hopefully there will be some progress) from day one to the day i reach my goal.


(Weight: 230lbs Height: 5’2  Measurements:   45  46 47 [such a straight stick!!!! my hips are a bit noticeable though…in the right pants] )

A Childs Worry

When a mother leaves her children, it’s automatic for them to worry. They want to know where there mother is. If she is ok and what she is doing. I know of a mother who leaves her children worrying for hours on top of hours from time to time just to have sex with another man. She doesn’t call her children to tell them she’s ok and will be home soon because she’s too busy ‘having fun’. She doesn’t answer calls nor texts for the same reason. When her children question her she gets upset and gives them the “I’m grown. I know how to take care of myself. don’t worry about me. I know what I’m doing. I’m the mother…it’s different” speech..well, let me break something down to you….It is NO different from a teen going against there parents wishes, sneaking out in the dark night to go to a friends party and never coming back because that friend turned out to be crazy or because that teen went out at the wrong time and to the wrong place…it doesn’t matter whatsoever if you are an adult…the world is still dangerous and you should NOT be risking your life (nor the pain of your children if, God Forbid, something happened) like that just for SEX…for something so small…for a WANT. The children have told her how they are just simply worried…they aren’t trying to be her parents they just want to make sure their mother is ok and will come back to them. But they get yelled at instead of being comforted…their mother tells them to shut up, to mind their own business and stop worrying. How on earth can you tell your children that? All a child wants is to feels their mothers heartbeat when they hug her, to hear her voice in the morning, to get goodnight kisses nightly…that’s all they want. Life is too short already…why risk what you have for sex? is it really more important than the love of your children? is the pain they would induce, the tears that would forever flow, the heart that would stop beating if something happened to their mother not enough to just stop???